Thursday, May 21, 2009

Tis so much joy! Tis so much joy!


The last few days have been my favorite sort of days.

The sun has been shining. 

I have been working in and enjoying my garden immensely, especially the flowers of the sage bush that I planted last year. While it has brought me much joy over the last week or so, and I am a little sad to see the blooms die, I know the new blooms on new flowers are coming right along.

I have spent good, meaningful time with my family this week. 
I have seen a great deal of my friends. 
I have created art. 
I have taken very long walks with a good friend and short bike rides with my son.
I have taken naps, and I have caught up on work related tasks.
I have read many stories, both to myself and to my child.
I have eaten strawberries fresh from the garden.
I have dug into the earth with my hands.
I have called my grandmother.

It is amazing to me how sometimes, life seems so overwhelming ~ as if there isn't possibly time for everything, but at other times it seems just full and oh so fruitful, and there is truly time for everything that we desire.

I have been having quite the love affair with poetry again, spending my evenings with Dorothy Parker, Edna St. Vincent Millay, and my first poetry love ~ Emily Dickinson.  About a month ago I came across this poem by Emily Dickinson- and I have felt the desire to return to it again and again, and I think- I just may have new poem to love. As is often the case with what it is that I like, the theme is simple and familiar - but no less profound.

#IV: Life

Tis so much joy! Tis so much joy!
If I should fail, what poverty!
And yet, as poor as I
Have ventured all upon a throw;
Have gained! Yes! Hesitated so
This side of victory!

Life is but life, and death but death!
Bliss is but bliss, and breath but breath!
And if, indeed, I fail,
At least to know the worst is sweet.
Defeat means nothing but defeat,
No drearier can prevail!

And if I gain, -- oh gun at sea,
Oh, bells that in the steeples be,
At first repeat it slow!
For heaven is a different thing
Conjectured, and waked sudden in,
And might o'erwhelm me so!

And speaking of bliss being but bliss, does this not look like a young person in a state of pure, unmitigated bliss? Life is good indeed.

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Bookshelf

Shannon's currently-reading book montage

The Complete Poems
Collected Poems
Kenya: Between Hope and Despair, 1963-2011
Anti-Bias Education for young children and ourselves
I Laugh So I Won't cry: kenya's Women Tell the Stories of Their Lives
How to Be Compassionate: a Handbook for Creating Inner Peace and a Happier World
Children
The Hundred Languages of Children: The Reggio Emilia Approach Advanced Reflections
The Secret Garden


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Shannon's read-in-2012 book montage

Rethinking Early Childhood Education
Anti-Bias Curriculum: Tools for Empowering Young Children
Safari Animals
Young Children Reinvent Arithmetic: Implications of Piaget's theory (early childhood education series
Total Learning: Developmental Curriculum for the Young Child
Clinical Supervision and Teacher Development


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