The last few days have been my favorite sort of days.
The sun has been shining.
I have been working in and enjoying my garden immensely, especially the flowers of the sage bush that I planted last year. While it has brought me much joy over the last week or so, and I am a little sad to see the blooms die, I know the new blooms on new flowers are coming right along.
I have spent good, meaningful time with my family this week.
I have seen a great deal of my friends.
I have created art.
I have taken very long walks with a good friend and short bike rides with my son.
I have taken naps, and I have caught up on work related tasks.
I have read many stories, both to myself and to my child.
I have eaten strawberries fresh from the garden.
I have dug into the earth with my hands.
I have called my grandmother.
It is amazing to me how sometimes, life seems so overwhelming ~ as if there isn't possibly time for everything, but at other times it seems just full and oh so fruitful, and there is truly time for everything that we desire.
I have been having quite the love affair with poetry again, spending my evenings with Dorothy Parker, Edna St. Vincent Millay, and my first poetry love ~ Emily Dickinson. About a month ago I came across this poem by Emily Dickinson- and I have felt the desire to return to it again and again, and I think- I just may have new poem to love. As is often the case with what it is that I like, the theme is simple and familiar - but no less profound.
#IV: Life
Tis so much joy! Tis so much joy!
If I should fail, what poverty!
And yet, as poor as I
Have ventured all upon a throw;
Have gained! Yes! Hesitated so
This side of victory!
Life is but life, and death but death!
Bliss is but bliss, and breath but breath!
And if, indeed, I fail,
At least to know the worst is sweet.
Defeat means nothing but defeat,
No drearier can prevail!
And if I gain, -- oh gun at sea,
Oh, bells that in the steeples be,
At first repeat it slow!
For heaven is a different thing
Conjectured, and waked sudden in,
And might o'erwhelm me so!
And speaking of bliss being but bliss, does this not look like a young person in a state of pure, unmitigated bliss? Life is good indeed.
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